Thursday, November 6, 2008♥
Today,i wan to talk abt ‘friend’…wat does friend mean to me?friend…friend..friend means a lot to me…for those who knew me for many years,they will knw im the one who care friend more than my lover…i can even leave my lover alone at home n hang out v friends,once they date me out…
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FRIENDs…for me…the one who always lend me their ears…the one who always thr for me when im in trouble…friendsss…also the one who always trying to help me up…friendsss…the one who make me feel comfort when together v them…thrfore,i treat friends much better than my lover…
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FRIENDs…thr is once my ex argue v me…he told me dont too simply to trust on friend,they will just can betray u even is the best friend…its make me damn angry,bcs i nvr believed that my friends will betray on me…n i fight him back…bcs of this,we have a big fight,i really nvr believed my friendssss will betray on me…
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But…now…thr is a girl…who teach me something…she kept telling me ‘nvr judge a book by its cover’…’BETRAY’…this word is also comes from her…she using this word to describe something around me&her…once i heard this word,i really felt terrible and sad…why…why…we had being friends for almost 2yearsssssss…why will this word still appearing between us?she can even aware me that she might be the one who betray me…i really cant understand…and now,i clearly knw myself is soooo naive,too simply to trust on ppl..i dont knw if its me myself sooo naive,or the ppl who betray other is sooo devil…she ever told me sooo many times,even is the closer one also will betray on me..again…my heart drop down even deeper than just now…i realy realy felt terible…im sooo sincere to be friendss with them…but what change back is ‘BETRAY’ this word…naive???or devil???
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Friend is really mean a lot to me,i can be sad if something bad happen to my friend,i will cry from the bottom of my heart,if i see them sad…i can also spend my time together v my friends if anytime they need me.i can also accept all of their shortcoming neither im not perfect too,like how they accept my shortcoming and nvr blame on it…i wont mind to shared the things that i have to my friends…like how they shared all the things to me…i will felt happy to own a same thing with all of my friend,but not to mind that…i will happy too,if i see my friends success,or get the best thing to their own,but not jeolous…all of this really a fact between me n my those very very old friends..but…its will nvr happen to those NEW FRIENDsss…
FOR the NEW friendsss..they will mind all of ur shortcoming,and talk behind of u…even u can accept all of thier shortcoming,n sincere to treat them AS a TRUE friends…what they will do is only to be selfish for all the time… or???to BETRAY on u?FOR the NEW friendsss…they are good infront of u,but u will nvr knw actually they are kicking ur butt behind of u…FOR the NEW friends…they will mind every little thing wat u do…and again..talking behind on u…FOR the NEW friendsss…u appreaciate the time to spend together v them,but will they did too?they wun…they will only hope to go back earlier…
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Can u imagine how terrible if all this happen on u?or…we should said…human should always that realistic…or…friends…is for betray?FRIENDss for me is no longer comfort…but not for my old friends…i really fed up with this things…i found nothing good to meet some1 new anymore…i found meaningless for myself to be good to other who is this kind of ppl…i should learn how to be fake…but…but…not to be betray~~~
